Sunday, April 19, 2009

Late Night Dream

Dear all,

I going to tell all my dream tonight.. okay, it’s very late at nite, actually I feel sleepy, but I don’t know, there is a passion that push me to write this.. I guess it’s a beautiful nite for me, and finally I have my “me time” yipiiee!! Facing my laptop, listen to my ipod ( I wish it’s iphone )hihii… and write everything I like..

I like this song to death! Ahahhaa, not that much, but u should listen to India Arie wit her Chocolate High, it’s beautifullllll… trust me!!

The story begin, this is my old dream.. I’ve been dreamt about this about many years ago wit my sister (and I miss her tonight, cici, I miss our night.. okay I’m going to cry, so we better stop).. What I was dreaming wit my sister is we made our own boutique!! Yes, that’s everyone dreams, but we’re going to make it different.. But then, our dream was gone by the wind, we’re too busy for our self, and now she left this town ( and again, I miss her ) but then someone came to me and said we’re going to make my dream come true!! Yeeaaahh!! I love him, upps.. Then, we arrange everything, and tonight my brain is full of bright idea, good concept, and lovely design… But unlucky me, I can’t draw what I think, I can only say it, but I don’t know to which person im going to say this.. huh!! I can see what is the design look like, the room design, the colour, everything! But it’s only on my brain, no one can see it, except he or she can read my mind..

Oh my god, I cant wait till I begin my own business.. Could u tell me, where I could find a cheap good tailor, who could understand me? Because im a bad story teller, hihiiii… If u find the person, just call me, don’t feel hesitate =) I need it immediately… If I don’t, I guess im going insane.. hihiii.. God, bless me!! 

Bisses,
wuls


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

if it has to be over, then it's over

Sedih gw, hehehhee.. u know what? It feels hurt and also hard.. it’s not as simple as I thought..

Tapi udahlah, this is the right choise at least for now, I dun wanna blame anyone, blame my self.. gw yg gak bisa me maintain semuanya, so I lost everything..

Gw takut gw gak bisa, tapi gw harus bisa! Good for us anyway, seandainya gw bisa bikin semuanya sesuai apa yg gw mau, I choose to be wit him..

Bisses,
wuls