OH MY....!!!

check out this pic.

he is so cute... ohhh... i love him so much!
yes, he is robert pattinson, andhe gets his haircut.. finaly!!

so much better than his messy hair, i know it also cute.. but i dont know, with his haircut, he looks hot.. hehhehe..

asik asik.. hehhehe... jadi heboh sendiri gw..

bisses,
wuls

i'm here

nice to come back!!! yipieeeee!!!
akhirnya pulang juga ke semarang, setelah 2 minggu dikampung halaman..hehheheehe..

kemaren 2 minggu dipadang kerjaannya boseeennn mulu, bete, ya abis gak tau mau ngapain.. dan akhirnya hplah hiburan gw satu2nya, hasilnya limit gw udah abis sekarang.. sedih..

im too excited to come home, tapi ampe di kantor.. semuanya sama, tapi ada yang beda..hiks!
gak tau apa namanya, aneh, kaku, yaaahhh.. resiko gw sih sebenernya, tapi kok ampe segitunya, ngomong baru 2 kali!! crap!! nyapa ama nyuruh baca dj comment doang!! udah..
gitu kok sayang???

makanya, dulu gw pernah janji ama diri gw sendiri, udah enough ama lovey dovey thing, eehh dateng si mas ini, bisa bikin idealisme saya runtuhh.. sekarang gw membenarkan omongan gw sendiri, kalo make perasaan lagi, bakal sakit lagi..

tapi udahlah, gw juga gak nyesel punya perasaan itu lagi, semoga besok bakal lebih baik lagi..
lagian, SINGLE IS SEXY!!! hahahhaaaa....

no matter what, yg penting i'm here!!!

bisses,
wuls

I miss him so much

never thought that im gonna miss him this much..
why do i have 2 cry???
why him??

sumpah rasanya nyesek banget, it's been a long time i never cry this loud..
he never makes me cry, i know he isn't a nice person, but i love him..

makin keras gw berusaha buat nglupain dy, makin sakit rasany..

but, im sure i can!! indeed!!

Au Revoir!

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone

And I thought of all the bad luck and all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are all these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment and beg for something more

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again

I've been tryin' to get down to the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak and my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness, forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain, there's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness, how can love survive
In such a graceless age

And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
Are the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us, you know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I'd figured out, I have to learn again

I've been tryin' to get down to the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak and my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness, forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Gotta put it all behind you 'cause life goes on
You keep carryin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily ever after
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness, forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the heart of the matter
Because the flesh gets weak and the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness, forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore
Even if you don't love me anymore

India Arie - The Heart of The Matter

je suis dormir

ngantuk.. tapi tugas belom selesai..
barusan gw pamer ke uti, kalo baru bikin blog.. yaudah nulis aja sekalian..
utinya lagi nonton SCTV, perdebatan apakah adam malik itu bnr anggota CIA? kok debatnya mesti tengah malem yah? bukannya kalo malem itu pikiran gak boleh berat, santai rileks.. tapi yaudah lah, namanya juga cari duit.. =p
ngomong2 soal cari duit, gw gosong gr2 cari duit yang gak tau berap ajumlahnya.. *hiks, doakan besar yah temans...
harusnya gw ngenet malem ini  buat bikin PMC, nyari gosip doang sih, *one of my fave hehhehe..
tapi, ternyata saya terlarut dan malah berakhir dgn curhat dan nulis2, hehheheeee.... gpp deh, dari pada gila..
tapi udah ah, udah ngantuk juga sih, besok many things to do.. so, im off to sleep now..

bisses,
wuls

Enchante!

hehhe, akhirnya bikin blog juga..
sebenernya udah lama pengen bikin blog, tapi baru sekarang kesampeannya..
mungkin karena gw terlalu sibuk.. ahahahhaha.. *pletak*

tapi semoga dengan adanya blog ini, semu isi kepala, hati dan perut gw bisa keluar.. amin..

see ya..