Me Time

2012 is coming!! and it has been a year.. hahahaha..

banyak hal yang bisa dialami seseorang hanya dalam waktu sehari, setahun? lemme tell ya.

december 2010, i decided to had a quite long leave to get my thesis done. it was hard to remained at home all day, when you never had one.

januari - june 2011, worked on those stuff was killing me! but i did it!

yet, april 2011 they approved my resignation letter. im leaving something that i love the most-since-2003 and i CAN NOT regret it.

july 2011, the graduation day. welcome to the real world!!

kalo gw baca terakhir postingan gw itu adalah September, i was mad about my life. just like someone said, "when you're mad write it on your email and save it as draft. by the next morning, read it you'll laugh at it and delete it". and im totally have no idea who said this, hahaha. for me, i wont delete any of mine. i love to laughing on my own mistakes. hahaha.

year back, i was still working, i was exhausted and worked my ass off to got away from home. now, im standing on what i want. but the biggest problem is I AM JOBLESS! hahahaha. laughing your own stupidness is fun!

it makes me realized, i need to learn what PATIENT is.

moved here on September, for Global tv's interview. then i went back to Semarang, got a call and they wanted to hire me. a day after, Cosmopolitan asked me for an interview. i gave up the job, by having thoughts that another job will come easily to me. zonk! tetoott!!

month passed by, the anxiety of being jobless were getting thicker. after a good news came from my friend that she got a job. i felt terrible, way more! yet, i was glad for her, she is my best friend. after all, the anxiety was vanish and here comes the good mood. im glad having great peoples around, who always have my back.

now, i feel great about everything. i have no doubt about my self. i know there will be time for me to have a decent job that i've been dreaming of. all i have to do is just be patient and enjoying the "me time" by more wathcing tv, knitting, doing yoga, seeing friends and boyfriend, and more me-time-activity.

a year doing nothing, not that easy! lets make it fun, though..


bisses,

wuls